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grey sky morning
      Life has been busy and good. I am a dirty liar. Life is usually good, on most days when I'm busy. But things aren't always "great", "good" or "fine". I just say that all the time anyway. I had a great 19th birthday. This year's birthday, I spent time with friends who love me for all that I am. I got many nice presents from everyone. Thank you everyone of you :) I was treated like a princess. My sister mailed me a present all the way from Leicester and my brother was in Singapore to spend my birthday with me. I love how... life is almost perfect right now. I spend almost everyday with a friend these days. It seems as though I am afraid of being alone... does it mean that I have been feeling lonely? When I do feel this way, I tend to surround myself with people to bury my emotions. I had lots of fun with Lily yesterday. Her life seems so lovely. Perfect looks, perfectly wealthy... and a perfect boyfriend. But envy is toxic and I had better learn to appreciate what I've got. I guess we all have our own issues which no one else fully comprehends. This blog has been neglected, and I would have continued to do so but I am feeling kind of blue right now. Actually, I AM feeling sad. Like really, really sad. I don't know why I tend to undermine my own emotions and make light of my own feelings. I say that I'm "not really happy" when the truth is that I'm "feeling like shit". I am not honest with my own emotions. The liar in your life. People tell lies every single day. In almost every conversation there is hardly complete and utter truth. Lying is so hardwired into human nature that I can accept it as a fact of life already. But it hurts so bad when you find out that you've been lied to. When the issue is serious... and when the intention of telling the lie was to mislead and deceive. And when the deceitful, fraudulent scum happens to be someone you love. It just hurts. I'm not saying that I have been nothing but perfect. I am everything but perfect, and I have told the scum lies too. I just haven't been found out. It still hurts. *** Now I'm here to stay, Love can be so boring But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had I don't want you back You're just the best I ever had
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Call me Kee Jia, Phang Kee Jia. My birthday falls on 27 June 1992, which makes me on the edge of adulthood. Yet I want to stay a child forever and never have to grow up.
I went to Singapore Chinese Girls School and was a bowler. I loved my time in SCGS and I think secondary school days were one of the best times in my life.
Then I went to Hwa Chong Institution and survived it. I'm done with the very trying A levels and I am very glad. Never, ever do I want to go through it again.
Not that life is bad, but a little time off is always welcome ^.^ 
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